Charly
Damn…out of orange

Damn…out of orange

calicospaceairman:

themaggotunderyourskin:

Yesterday afternoon I took a cheap hcg test. At first it showed a faint second line and then it disappeared. I figured maybe it was a bad test so I picked up a couple more. Took another this morning first thing and it did the same thing but a bit more noticeable….

Same here. Didn’t like the lined ones - too much up in the air, and had one tell me I wasn’t pregnant while another one said I was.

Spoiler alert : I have a one year old now, so… I was.

It’s very comforting that I’m not alone! Although I’m very confused now because I’ve been bleeding on and off the last three days, but I still have all the same symptoms. The other night I had a fever and horrible nausea, which is not a regular thing for me during shark week. Is it possible that this could be implantation and that’s why my tests were faint?

themaggotunderyourskin:

Yesterday afternoon I took a cheap hcg test. At first it showed a faint second line and then it disappeared. I figured maybe it was a bad test so I picked up a couple more. Took another this morning first thing and it did the same thing but a bit more noticeable….

It might be worth the extra money lol I just usually get the cheap knew because my Mom and sister always got false negatives with more expensive tests

Help! Bfp?

Yesterday afternoon I took a cheap hcg test. At first it showed a faint second line and then it disappeared. I figured maybe it was a bad test so I picked up a couple more. Took another this morning first thing and it did the same thing but a bit more noticeable. Every time I definitely wasn’t pregnant it was a very clear negative. Anyone else have this and later found they were pregnant?

So…

At first I was really bummed out, but I got over it. It’ll happen when it’s right, also thanks to an anonymous message, I have more hope.
Odd timing though, I got on here with the intention to ask the love BFP ladies about odd symptoms?
My feet have been hurting for 3 days, especially the left. I’m having trouble getting to sleep even though I feel exhausted constantly.
I feel like my uterus is full of rocks and this may be TMI but I can’t reach my cervix at all, and usually I have more cm but I haven’t really had much lately. I want hot sauce on everything, I usually don’t eat hot sauce. I randomly lost 15 pounds…..which really sucks because I’m already a size 0 and in a 34A bra. Oh and my very antisocial cat is up my ass.

On average it take a couple with no pre-existing conditions up to a year to conceive so there might be nothing wrong with you! Waiting sucks I know. I've been trying for 16 months
Anonymous

Thank you so much for that! Gave me more hope.
Oddly enough I checked my messages before making a post asking anyone with bfps their opinions about my symptoms.
I think this might be my lucky one!
I hope it happens for you too.
I feel like there’s rocks in my uterus and I’ve been wanting hot sauce on everything. So tempting to test right now but I’m forcing myself to wait another week.
Good luck!

This fuckin sucks…

I know I would prefer to wait until our wedding night to try for a mini.
I thought for sure I was pregnant this time…especially with all my symptoms. But BFFN.
Something is definitely seriously wrong with me..
Seven months with no protection whatsoever and I’m still not pregnant.
This fuckin sucks

Looking pretty sweet

Looking pretty sweet

Make an account and vote for me, HarleyRose!!!!
If you do, message me and tell me and I will do a special set for you!!!

Hello old friend.

Yes, I’ve relapsed again and brought you out from hiding.
Yes, I was dying to feel that again.
So cold, so bittersweet. Almost barely tolerable, but just enough to feel I’ve gotten what I deserve.
I think you’re gonna be around for a while, old friend.
Or at least until the pain stops, if it does.
But until then, we meet again. Over and over and over again.

Oh God….

Fourteen pages of shit to figure out.
I haven’t even finished the first page…

I guess I don’t know…

What the hell is my problem?
I just don’t understand…
My life is falling apart…
It’s like it just doesn’t matter how much good I try to do, how much I give and how much I sacrifice.
Nobody will remember anything good that you’ve done. You have to be a selfish, conceited prick to deserve any words.
I’m fed up.
I have two friends… two.
And only one of them has always been a real friend.
My family only talks to me because they don’t know how to be adults and they need me to play mommy for them.
My stomach is covered in scabbed over cuts.
It’s getting really bad again..
What sucks the most is that I can’t open up to anyone and let it all out.
Even if I wanted to, I can’t.
I can’t even bring myself to type it. It would take a year and many posts.
I just want to sleep.
I wanna sleep and not wake up until this world is new.
This one isn’t mine. I don’t belong here.

I think I really lost it

I really can’t take this anymore…
Not this time..
I thought I’ve felt the worst pain before but I was wrong..
My chest hurts.
It’s that kind of pain that hurts so bad you can’t cry.
When you have the chills and just don’t want to breathe anymore.
I can’t take it.
I’ll never have anyone that is truly mine.
I’ll never experience real love.
I’ll never experience having a family.
I’ll never experience trust and honesty.
I’ll never be enough..
I never was.
I can’t cut again….I promised him I wouldn’t…
But it’s all I want to do right now..
I need serious help.
If I died right now, I don’t think he would die with me anymore….

It’s all crashing again..

What did I do wrong? What did I do to deserve this?
I’ve been going through this for way too long.. honestly im sick of everything.
I don’t want to be here anymore.
All i end up with is pain and a broken heart.
No more.
No more or im going to die.